no onw knows deep inside....

I smile at people as they walk by, sometime I say what I don't mean, people view as sweet and innocent, try and make me mad..
they will be missing their spline. I try and be nice, to everyone I meet.
But really I can;t wait 'till the day is over, to be alone, for everyone to just go their own way after the drone.
I love school, andI love life. But when the concieted, mean and nasty come knocking at the door.
I pull out a revolver and shoot them to the floor.
People say i'm bi-polar, that I don't think before I act..but just try and mess with me, you'll end up being a shark snack!
I swear my friends don;t know this side of me..and I'm usually hyper and bored.
But I say again when you knock at the wrong door.
I show my happy fake smile, and you end up dead on the floor...

Have you ever missed someone?

And wanted them so bad,

That every day you feel like breaking,

Into a million blades of sand,

Have you ever felt so cold,

That you tremble from within?

Your heart just feels like breaking

And you just want to give in.

Have you ever wanted to collapse,

And disappear with the setting sun?

Never to rise again,

Knowing that they have won,

I try to make sense of this,

To understand why I hurt,

Yet my smiles gone,

My tears are fresh,

And I’m the one that’s torn,

What I would give to just talk to you,

To hear your sense of reason,

It’s almost as if seeking advice from another,

Is the biggest form of treason.

I just want you,

I’m a mess without you here,

My eyes are shut, my body numb,

My heart is full of fear,