i hate this part right here

i hate this part right here....now.....where i really need...i dunno sum1 to hold while u were in pain...maybe my parents , friends or anybody thinks im exaggerating this mother f painn but im not.....im really in pain....how i wish it just go away....fuck i cant even think right....but somhow i dont want them worry much....sigh~ i really need ....i reallly need~~ you~ ....*sniff....